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Being a housekeeper at the Broadmoor. I would NEVER work there again...

I love the joker ^_^ And I'm not really surprised he was my result XD

Your results:
You are The Joker

The Joker 47% Venom 46% Two-Face 45% Catwoman 39% Poison Ivy 37% Juggernaut 37% Mystique 37% Dark Phoenix 37% Dr. Doom 36% Mr. Freeze 36% Apocalypse 35% Green Goblin 33% Riddler 32% Kingpin 29% Magneto 28% Lex Luthor 28%

The Clown Prince of Crime. You are a brilliant mastermind but are criminally insane. You love to joke around while accomplishing the task at hand.

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This song is so beautiful, the lyrics are what make it so powerful for me. It's really touching and haunting. Hyde sings really well in English! There's definitely a thick accent, but his voice is still really awesome.

Jesus Christ - Hyde

Jesus Christ, I believe you
The deepest trust, I won’t leave you
They call me crazy - but it won’t matter
And death won’t change me - not ever

Jesus Christ, I believe you
The deepest trust, I won’t leave you
But my child is fading, an innocent
I hear no answer, I’m calling

My voice is reaching the sky
I’d do anything to save this life
Take me instead
Ah, God give me death

Jesus Christ, I believe you
They call me crazy - but it won’t matter
And death won’t change me - not ever

My voice is reaching the sky
I’d do anything to save this life
Take me instead
Ah, God give me death
Ah, God give me death

So... I didn't make it to work today because I was in an accident. That being said, I'm fine. I'm a little freaked out because I kind of have some pain in my back and neck, but I'm praying it's only stress and/or tension related. I have no money or insurance so I can't afford to have whiplash.

Anyway, how I crashed: the roads were icy, this jerk had been on my ass the ENTIRE way to work (despite the horrible road conditions) and I was actually going slow, but when I tried making a right-hand turn, I slid right through it and hit a stop sign (which actually was better, because there was a car on the other side of the stop sign.) The kicker of the story? The dude that was on my ass slowed down for a second (so he could see that my car was embedded in the stop sign), but didn't stop to make sure I was okay or anything. It was partly his fault that I had that accident too! I think I may have been able to make that turn without sliding if I would've switched to a lower gear, but I thought I was going slow enough to make the turn without it and I was afraid I'd get rear-ended if I switched gears (because it makes your car slow down suddenly). Now I wish I'd done that and let him hit me because it would've been completely on him.

Luckily two people stopped and helped me. It happened on base so one of the guys even called the SPs for me (I was so shocked the only thing I could think about was calling work to let them know I wasn't going to be there.) It was my first accident, so I had no clue what to do. The man who called the SP worked at the clinic and explained that the SPs were going to suggest that I go to the clinic and that I could refuse medical treatment, but he suggested I stopped by to get checked out. Both of the people asked if I was okay and were very understanding. I felt like such an idiot, so it was nice to have people reassure me that it was just because of the roads.

When the SPs got there, my dad (who was passing by on his way to work) stopped and gave me a mild chewing out for not going slow enough, but it was a big help to have him there because after I had to call work and say "I've been in an accident" out loud, I started crying and didn't stop for an hour. Even now it's making me tear up.

The SP was really nice, even though I'm a complete idiot. He ended up having to write me a ticket (which only affects my base driving record, not my real one) though he was arguing with his superior that he shouldn't have to write one because it wasn't my fault. He was really awesome, so I hold no grudges about the ticket.

I think the main reason everyone was so nice is because of how completely childish I was acting with my bawling. But seriously, that was pretty high up there on my scariest experiences list. When I lost control of the vehicle and couldn't make it stop, I just watched the scene unfold and braced myself for the impact. I was so scared when I hopped up the curb and crunched into the sign.

So I'm without a car for a while. It messed up my front right bumper. My headlight is hanging by a thread and the container for my coolant or window washer fluid was annihilated. And part of my bumper is hanging down... oh, and the hood is a little crushed, but nothing compared to the bumper.

It's so trivial (no one was hurt), but I can't stop crying over it. I can't believe something that had so little effect has pretty much traumatized me. I don't even want to drive anymore... like at all. Especially not in the ice.

If the pain in my back or neck gets worse, I'll update about it, but I'm still really hoping it's just the stress of everything.

Annette? Joey? Where is everyone?! I miss you, Annette. I don't even know if you get on anymore... if you read this e-mail me... well, if you want to anyway. Typing an entry on the Wii is a freaking pain in the ass! Definitely do NOT recommend it... Because of that fact I will have to ask Micah if I can use his comp. next time.

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. 
         I tag you, Joey.  PUNK-ASS!!!  Haha

1. You have 50 dollars in your pocket. What do you do with it?
Either get gas or put it in my bank account (or both, put it in my account THEN get gas)

2. Have any guilty pleasures?
Being mean to people for no reason at all.  Maybe it's because of me being unhappy lately, but I've become needlessly spiteful

3. Have you ever seen someone die?
Only on TV, never in person, thankfully

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
More than I can accept

5. Where do you see yourself in five years?
This would be a question I'd change, but I'm feeling too lazy and uncreative to think of one, so I say NO COMMENT.

6. Name a personal hero.
My grandfather.  He did so many great things in his life.  He was a hero in WWII, which makes him a soldier hero.  But he also loved a mentally ill woman who constantly did and said things to hurt him and took both her and her children into his heart.  He was just a really good man and so full of love.  I miss him so much.

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
No.  I'm the type of person that if I like someone, they'll never know.  So there would be no feelings for them to change.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Leave them be.  I've done that twice now.  Of course in both cases they didn't know that I liked them (I'm not even sure they know who I was)

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Lately that's about all that happens to me

10. What do you want most in life?
To be financially successful so that I can take care of not only myself, but my family and friends.  I know I can be here for them emotionally, but I want to be able to help them for once, instead of relying on them...

11. Which of the 7 Deadly Sins do you think you relate to the most & why?
Either wrath or lust.  I've had the worst temper lately.  And ever since I lost my virginity, I've been pretty full of lust ;-p (who am I kidding, I was lusty even before I lost it, hahaha)

12. What do you love?
My friends and family.  Without them, life would be meaningless

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
I couldn't name a single person, because everyone in my life is important to me. I may be closer to one person than anyone else, but it doesn't mean I could function well without the others, or I wouldn't be sad if I lost them. Ever notice how emo I get when I lose contact with someone? ... Yeh.  <--- I agree with Annette.  Like I said before life would just be meaningless.  I was thinking about my parents aging the other day and it really upset me.  I know they'll die eventually, but I don't know what I'll do when that happens... I can't imagine going on without any of my family.

14. What kind of person do you think you are?
Oh jeez.  An annoying one.  I either let people walk all over me or bite their heads off.  My mood changes constantly and it's super-aggravating.  I can be outrageous or uber-shy.  I swear that I'm bi-polar.  Even I don't get myself and that makes me angry to no end. 

15. Do you believe there is nothing higher than human kind?
That would be awfully arrogant, don't you think?  Then again, that's humanity for you.  I believe that there are forms of life even more intelligent than humanity somewhere and I also believe that there's a God.  I'm not religious and know next to nothing about religion, but I do believe in God.

16. Which fictional character could you most see yourself marrying?
Hmmm... Let's see... I'm really scanning my brain trying to think of one.  Wow, marriage freaks me out, so I guess I never think about it.  But I can see myself in relationships with fictional characters. 

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes.  I think I do...

18. Do you have a motto? If yes, which one?
GANBATTE!!!!!!!!!  or Get rich or die trying (I'm with fifty cent on that one XD)

19. What type of friends do you like?
Ones that I can have actual conversations with.  Someone that's fun to be around, but can be serious when I need it.  I hate fair-weather friends

20. Do you have an all-time favorite song?
I do.  I, sadly, can't think of it right now.  "Young Girl" by Gary Puckett comes to mind, but I know that's not my actual all-time favorite, but as pathetic as it is I just don't know... 

Okay... is it sad that seeing that my answer for the Yahoo! Answers thing was chosen as the best one made me like giggly-happy??  Yes, I DO give good advice!!!!!!  LoL.

It was a question about when it's "right" to lose your virginity.  And I can actually speak from EXPERIENCE!  That made me super-happy.  It could be a good thing because A) I helped someone and B) I take pleasure from small things like giving a stranger my advice.  But it could also be bad since really, that's ALL I have to be happy about today??  Aw, screw it, I'll take what I can get ;-p

Oh yeah, link:  http://answers.yahoo.com/question/?qid=20080117234431AA3TUVh

And that was the high point of my day today.  Enjoy!